Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Ok, so life got faster paced and yet I've still been really bored. I don't have much to say except Emily Brooks and Jozie Lewis are amazing! Last night I just had a complete breakdown for no apparent reason. I was talking to Emily on facebook about it and after I said just about everything I get "Sorry...this is Jarrett. Here's Emily." When I was sure it was Emily I was talking to I asked if I could call her. So, I did and was even worse knowing that I had just told Jarrett my life issues. Well, Emily and I talked for about an hour. When she called back an hour later she said that she a conversation with Jarrett about me. He said that he wasn't going to tell anyone what happened and he told her his story. It turns out the two of us have more in common than either of us thought. I mean he sits at the popular table and I'm the odd-ball at the basketball table (I don't play any sport I just sit there with a friend). He has countless friends, I have three. Every girl in our middle school wants to date him, guys don't talk to me (and if they do it's because we're friends). Come to find out he's gone through a lot of the same issues I have and he just handled it differently. We both wear masks at school and hardly take them off outside of school. It's really hard to grasp that this guy, who I've always thought was my exact opposite, is really so similar to me.